both, and the thought made me laugh. 

 He came over slowly and took the provision sack from the tree, fumbling in its mysterious depths, and then emptying the entire contents upon the ground-sheet at his feet. 

 “Hurry up!” I cried; “it’s boiling.” 

 The Swede burst out into a roar of laughter that startled me. It was forced laughter, not artificial exactly, but mirthless. 

 “There’s nothing here!” he shouted, holding his sides. 

 “Bread, I mean.” 

 “It’s gone. There is no bread. They’ve taken it!” 

 I dropped the long spoon and ran up. Everything the sack had contained lay upon the ground-sheet, but there was no loaf. 

 The whole dead weight of my growing fear fell upon me and shook me. Then I burst out laughing too. It was the only thing to do: and the sound of my laughter also made me understand his. The stain of psychical pressure caused it—this explosion of unnatural laughter in both of us; it was an effort of repressed forces to seek relief; it was a temporary safety-valve. And with both of us it ceased quite suddenly. 

 “How criminally stupid of me!” I cried, still determined to be consistent and find an explanation. “I clean forgot to buy a loaf at Pressburg. That chattering woman put everything out of my head, and I must have left it lying on the counter or—” 

 “The oatmeal, too, is much less than it was this morning,” the Swede interrupted. 

 Why in the world need he draw attention to it? I thought angrily. 

 “There’s enough for tomorrow,” I said, stirring vigorously, “and we can get lots more at Komorn or Gran. In twenty-four hours we shall be miles from here.” 

 “I hope so—to God,” he muttered, putting the things back into the sack, “unless we’re claimed first as victims for the sacrifice,” he added with a foolish laugh. He dragged the sack into the tent, for safety’s sake, I suppose, and I heard him mumbling to himself, but so indistinctly that it seemed quite natural for me to ignore his words. 

 Our meal was beyond question a gloomy one, and we ate it almost in silence, avoiding one another’s eyes, and keeping the fire bright. Then we washed up 

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