My love for her at first was like the smoke that drifts Across the marshes From burning woods. But, after she had gone, It was like the lotus that lifts up Its heart shaped buds from the dim waters. [54] [54] In Exile My heart is mournful as thunder moving Through distant hills Late on a long still night of autumn. My heart is broken and mournful As rain heard beating Far off in the distance While earth is parched more near. On my heart is the black badge of exile; I droop over it, I accept its shame. [55]