xviii. [34] [34] I once could laugh, I once was deem'd a man I I I Fit for the frenzies of the dead god Pan, And now, by Heaven! the birds that sing so well Move me to tears; and all the leafy dell, And all the sun-down glories of the West, And all the moorland which the moon has blest, Make me a dreamer, aye! a coward, too, In all the weird expanse of mine unrest. xix. It is my curse to see thee and to learn I I I That I must shun thee, though I blaze and burn