I gave all I had left. Press close to the portal, my gate will soon clang and your fellow wretches will crowd to the entrance— be first at the gate. Ah beloved, do not speak. I write this in great haste— do not speak, you may yet be released. [37] I am glad enough to depart though I have never tasted life as in these last weeks. It is a strange life, patterned in fire and letters on the prison pavement. If I glance up it is written on the walls, it is cut on the floor,