When my luck changed and they dared meet my face, Crawled from obscurity, and set upon me Those I had served and some that I had fed; Yet never have I, now nor any time, Complained of the people.' All I could reply Was: 'You, that have not lived in thought but deed, Can have the purity of a natural force, But I, whose virtues are the definitions Of the analytic mind, can neither close The eye of the mind nor keep my tongue from speech.' [53] And yet, because my heart leaped at her words, I was abashed, and now they come to mind After nine years, I sink my head abashed. [54] [54] HIS PHOENIX There is a queen in China, or maybe it's in Spain, And birthdays and holidays such praises can be heard