I don't know that I felt any enmity toward him; the only wrong feeling I had for him was on account of my pride. That he should have been preferred before me wounded my vanity. Old Peter Trevisa knew of the business, and laughed as he came up. "Thou didst beat him in courting, lad," he said to Prideaux, "let's see if thou canst beat him at playing." This he said like one who had been drinking a good deal. And although I had not seen him making free with wine, I fancied he must be fairly drunk; consequently I did not resent his words. Besides, I was in high good humour because of my winnings. "I'll take a hand with pleasure," answered Prideaux. He wiped his brow, for he had been dancing, and sat down opposite me. I broke a fresh bottle of wine, and we commenced playing. Fool that I was, I drank freely throughout the evening, and presently I became so excited that I hardly knew what I was doing. Several fellows gathered around to watch us, and[Pg 7] the stakes were high. I had not been playing with Prideaux long before my luck turned. I began to lose all I had gained. Old Peter Trevisa chuckled as he saw that the cards were against me. [Pg 7] "Give it up, Roger," he said in a sneering kind of way; "Trevanion can't stand bad luck, lad." This wounded my pride. "Trevanion can stand as much as I care to let it stand," I replied, and I laid my last guinea on the table. Presently Mr. Hendy, the old family lawyer, came to my side. "Be careful, Mr. Trevanion," he whispered, "this is no time for ducks and drakes." But I answered him with an oath, for I was in no humour to be corrected. Besides, wild and lawless as I had been for several years, I remembered that I was a Trevanion, and resented the family attorney daring to try to check me in public. "He won't listen to reason, Hendy," sneered old Peter Trevisa. "Ah, these young men! Hot blood, Hendy, hot blood; we can't stop a Trevanion." I had now lost all my money, but I would not stop. Old Trevisa standing at my elbow offering sage advice maddened me. I blurted out what at another time I would not have had mentioned on any consideration.