And take my shadow from this damnéd court, Where so much ill begins to lift its head. The other road leads to no happiness; But dark ambition—it lowers about my brain, And hatred at the scorn of human eyes. Yea, I am half resolved to be a man, And take a part in this poor shifty world, And help to pull the ropes behind the scenes That aid the puppets to their forcéd parts. [Pg 31] [Pg 31] Yea, sooth indeed that Vivien hath a devil, But it is such a sweet and clever devil, I cannot help but take it to mine arms. She hath a counsel toward the stormier part. She puts her little foot on fate’s grim head, And harks it hiss. I am persuaded much To make a stir to remedy my wrongs. And yet my loftier nature cries me no. Oh! Mordred, what art thou, mis-shapen devil?