get back to the Sir Francis Drake. A girl and a sailor passed. A tall lithe blonde with a pert nose and high cheek bones and brown eyes, heavy lips and free hips ... a ... blonde. The Oholo ... Lauri ... was a blonde. He began to cast up memories of her, sickeningly, making his fists clench. He wanted a blonde to smile at him, unsuspecting. A blonde with honey colored hair and a long, slim throat with a blue vein in it, so he could watch the heart beat. He wanted to hurt the blonde, and hold her, and caress her softly, and ... most of all, hurt her. He wanted to shake his fists at the sky and scream in frustration. He wanted to find a blonde.... Finally he found one. In a small, red-fronted bar, dimly lit. She was sitting at the end of the bar, facing the door, toying with a tall drink, half empty, from which the ice had melted. "What'll it be, Mister?" "Anything! Anything!" he said excitedly as he slipped behind a table, his eyes still on the woman at the bar. "And the same for me?" "Sure. Sure." She brought back two drinks, picked up a bill, turned it over in her hand speculatively. She wore an off the shoulder dress, and high rouge on her Mexican cheeks. She made change from her apron, putting the money beside the second glass, sitting down in front of it, across from him. Still he had not noticed her. Two patrons entered. They moved to a table in the far corner near the Venetian blinds of the window and began to talk in low husky voices. "I'll be back, dearie," the woman across from Parr said, sipping her drink, smearing the glass rim in a veined half moon. She went to serve the girls. When she came back Parr had brushed away the drink from in front of him. "Listen, dearie," she said. "You got troubles?"