race—doing what the Scolarians want you to do so they don't have to do it all by themselves. You can have your ideals and deep space thrills. It's a cheap price for your life—just as it was for Kelly." He kept staring at me and I saw it wasn't sinking in. So I gave him a mock salute. "Think it over, Radwick." I turned away and he called after me. "Where are you going?" I looked back at him and grinned. "I'm going to call up my Ideal—the only one that's real." I let him chew on that and went to the nearest tele to tell my wife I was home....