mind-entity, once it is inhabiting the human brain, is so far overcome by the human animal's rudimentary nervous currents that it is drugged, inhibited.

"That would explain why young children, whose human brains are not yet fully developed, continually have strange, fanciful 'memories' of other things, of queer places that they call fairylands."

Burke nodded thoughtfully.

"You mean that in infancy the mind-partner of the symbiosis is not so inhibited and can still remember its own past? Maybe Wordsworth was right:

"Something like that," Dixon affirmed, pondering. "And when the mind gets almost free of the body-partner, as Ellis did, then it can remember."

I told him, "If you had used a little stronger electroshock, if I'd been free altogether, I know I could remember more."

Burke looked doubtful.

"What good would it do you, since you'd forget it all again when you came back into your body?"

Dixon quickly figured an answer.

"If the free mind is a group of photons as we believe, it could interrupt a sufficiently sensitive photoelectric beam and actuate a relay to a telegraph-sounder. Ellis could signal us that way by the Morse code. He could tell us right at the moment what he remembers, before he returns to his body and forgets."

"If you'll fix up such a device, I'll try the thing again!" I promised.

It was crazy of me to make that offer, I felt. The dim unearthliness of my experience should have been enough for me.

But I was haunted by that most maddening of feelings, by a vain desire to remember something forgotten.

Somehow, I felt that Aarl, where I had been T'Shal, was so vastly important as to overrule any danger to my life as Fred Ellis. I had a premonition of beauty and wonder and horror all waiting to burst upon me—if I could only remember them!

So the next night, when I again took my place on the table, it was with increased eagerness. Dixon had showed me the beam of photoelectric force now crossing the room just above the table.

"You said that as a mind you were aware of locations and could move, Ellis. 

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