This Side of Paradise
work, exasperated every master in school. He grew discouraged and imagined himself a pariah; took to sulking in corners and reading after lights. With a dread of being alone he attached a few friends, but since they were not among the elite of the school, he used them simply as mirrors of himself, audiences before which he might do that posing absolutely essential to him. He was unbearably lonely, desperately unhappy.     

       There were some few grains of comfort. Whenever Amory was submerged, his vanity was the last part to go below the surface, so he could still enjoy a comfortable glow when “Wookey-wookey,” the deaf old housekeeper, told him that he was the best-looking boy she had ever seen. It had pleased him to be the lightest and youngest man on the first football squad; it pleased him when Doctor Dougall told him at the end of a heated conference that he could, if he wished, get the best marks in school. But Doctor Dougall was wrong. It was temperamentally impossible for Amory to get the best marks in school.     

       Miserable, confined to bounds, unpopular with both faculty and students—that was Amory’s first term. But at Christmas he had returned to Minneapolis,       tight-lipped and strangely jubilant.     

       “Oh, I was sort of fresh at first,” he told Frog Parker patronizingly,       “but I got along fine—lightest man on the squad. You ought to go away to school, Froggy. It’s great stuff.”      

       INCIDENT OF THE WELL-MEANING PROFESSOR     

       On the last night of his first term, Mr. Margotson, the senior master, sent word to study hall that Amory was to come to his room at nine. Amory suspected that advice was forthcoming, but he determined to be courteous, because this Mr. Margotson had been kindly disposed toward him.     

       His summoner received him gravely, and motioned him to a chair. He hemmed several times and looked consciously kind, as a man will when he knows he’s on delicate ground.     

       “Amory,” he began. “I’ve sent for you on a personal matter.”      

       “Yes, sir.”      

       “I’ve noticed you this year and I—I like you. I think you have in you the makings of a—a very good man.”      


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